“It’s not about standing up and being an eloquent speaker. It’s about being so close to the heart of God that you know what He is thinking. Then you are not afraid to go anywhere and say anything. The Lord Himself will do anything for radical people.” – Heidi Baker
1. Making the Investment
A father and son were in conversation about the son’s future career choices. The son had contemplated becoming a doctor, but felt that the prospect of spending years of study was too great a sacrifice. “I will have to spend the next 8 years in medical schooling. I will be almost 30 years old when I finally become a doctor.” His father replied; “You’re right, it’s a big investment of your time. But if you don't do it, what else will you be doing 8 years from now?’
Regardless of what we do with our lives, we will arrive at a certain location at some time from now. But where we arrive depends on the investment we make during this time. When it comes to the Gifts of the Holy Spirit, there are no shortcuts. We can’t pull out $100.00 out of our spiritual bank account when we have only deposited 50 cents. One of the saddest feelings is finding yourself in a situation where you feel you come up short ‘dollar for dollar’. It is like a boxer stepping into the ring, and facing his opponent he realises he is under-conditioned. It is too late!
Jesus explained that the disciples’ inability to deal with the demon-possessed boy was that they were spiritually not up to the task. There was unbelief and lack of prayer & fasting (Mark 9). Faith levels are not determined by our memory of scripture, but the quickening of scripture. We say; “Faith comes by hearing, not by having heard.” The freshness of the Word spoken in our hearts results from the abiding times of meditation and intimacy with the Father. Prayer and fasting are the times where we contend for breakthrough in areas that seem closed to us or where we operate at a level that is below what we are faced with on a constant basis. The ‘hit and miss’ experiences are not only frustrating, they breed doubt in our minds and make us hesitant and fearful to step out when opportunities present themselves.
2. Where did I Leave my Keys?
I find myself in a frenzy, looking several times in the same places, because I have to go out, but can't find my wallet, keys or mobile phone. Unless the experience leads to better organisation I am likely to relive the experience many times over. I have discovered that if I keep things in their place, I am always able to find them.
The apostle Paul exhorted Timothy; ’I remind you to fan into flames the spiritual gift God gave you when I laid my hands on you. For God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity”. (2Timothy 1:6-7NLT).
We will have to confront the temptation to back away from stepping out. Gifts of the Spirit can go in one of 2 directions; they go either forward or backward. John G. Lake contended for a lengthy period of time for the Gifts of the Spirit to come into operation and he found that when it happened, the miracles were ‘of a more powerful order’. And yet, he said that one day it stopped. His own observation was that he had not attended enough to those things that brought them into operation in the first place.
The only things that stop us from entering deep into Spiritual Gifts are imaginary. There are no ceilings or restriction set by the Father as to how far we can go.
Reflections:
1. What spiritual gifts do you desire and why?
2. What Gifts of the Spirit function presently in your life and at what level?